the return of the mystery girl...

hey guys... it has almost been a month since i have introduced you'll, though only informally, but surely to the mystery girl!

the dreams just continue...
so all that is happening is in the dream...

well, for the past month i have been in constant touch with her. And the more i meet her, the more i get to know about her, the more mysterious she is. honestly, i still do not know who she is. everything in the dream happens so fast. I don't remember most part of any of those dreams. I guess i am not supposed to. The fine details are always missing. I just won't remember why i am at that place. Initially it was quite confusing but when there is a girl like her around who cares for where and why? at least i don't.

Ice cream at midnight. no idea how we sneak out of home, but we are there, and there on my bike. midnight! empty roads! and with a girl! AWESOME!.
Walking around the streets. dimly lit streets! cool breeze! romantic! just that i do not know, what feelings we have for each other. then! as if she heard my heart speak, she holds my hand. The scene is so good that i am actually thrown out of my sleep.

She holds my hand. her palm is cold! i can't decipher if it was her cold palm or her holding my hand, but one of them surely caused a kind of shock wave through my spine.
I was too lost in her. All i could feel, was sweat on my left palm and it took me a lot of time to realize she was actually holding my hand and i was just... well not holding hers back....
everything about her is lovely.
The way she looks. The way she dresses. The way she talks. The way she looks into my eyes when she asks me something. The way she holds my hand. The way she says " shameless you are" is so cute. god damn it even her perfume smells nice. But who the hell is this girl? Why does she like me? Why does this dream happen to me? and why so many times?

The thing that eats away at me is why the hell is everything just a dream? why can't all this be true?

and then and then.....
whenever she says goouuttaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!! there is a sweet pain in the heart. my heart beat rises. i am filled with some kind of nervous energy. i feel happy, elated! that she is around and she cares!!

hey mystery girl...i don't know what feelings you have for me and i have for you. I don't care for what those feelings are. its nice this way! its awesome! all i hope for, is you to be real and be a part of my reality.
Be my moon and guide me through the night's darkness. Be mine!